Wednesday, December 15, 2004
the grass on the other side might be greener,
but its still just as difficult to cut.
to love and to have lost
is better than to have never loved at all.
love is born of faith,
lives on hope,
and dies of charity.
to completely get over a person,
you must be immuned to the objects associated with the person.
love will fly if held too lightly.
love will die if held too tightly.
lightly or tightly,
how will i know if i'm still keeping you or i'm letting go...
to love and to be loved is like feeling the sun from both sides;
it never happens.
all that exists is hatred;
love is a fairytale.
oh innocent little victim of cupid,
do well to listen to this terse little verse:
to let a fool kiss you is stupid,
but to let a kiss fool you is even worse..
i'll carve your name on the bullet.
so everyone will know,
you're the last thing
that has gone through my head.
you taught me how to love,
you taught me how to live,
you taught me how to laugh.
but you didnt teach me how to forget you.
dont let me walk alone, i want to walk by your side.
dont let me talk to someone else, its you i want to talk with.
dont let me fall for someone else,
its you i fell in love with.
one night, a star said to me,
"if she makes you sad,
why dont you leave her?"
so i looked back at the star and said,
"star, would you ever leave ur sky?"
the spaces between your fingers,
are created for another person to fill in.
when will i find the person who will hold on to my hand?
once i felt a stabbing pain in my chest,
so i asked God what was wrong.
he said try taking a rest,
i'll sing you a song.
it didnt work.
then he put his hand over my lil heart,
and said its been scarred.
i looked at him in the eye,
then he gave a sigh.
forgive, forget,
and dont regret..
if you cant get somebody out of ur head,
it just means that person's meant to be there.
love sometimes can be magic,
but at times magic can be an illusion.
thats why some pple never take the risk
and they never believe in magic.
relationships are just like broken glass.
sometimes its just better to leave them broken
than try to hurt urself putting it back together.
giving up doesnt always mean youre weak.
sometimes it just means youre strong enuff to let go.
now dont cry when the sun is gone.
your tears wont let you see the stars.
theres smth beautiful about all scars of any nature.
a scar means that the hurt is over,
the wound is closed and healed,
and done with.
dont cry because its over;
smile because it happened.
i was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments,
glue them together again and tell myself,
that the mended whole was as good as new.
what is broken is broken
and i'd remember it
as it was the best than mend it,
and see the broken places as long as i live.
a broken heart
is just purely a heart that has felt love
and its not getting weaker.
its just getting stronger in preperation for better fantasies to come.
watching you walk out of my life
hasnt made me bitter or cynical about love,
but rather shown me,
that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person,
how beautiful it would be when the right one comes along.
why am i so afraid to lose you,
when you're not even mine?
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